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My beloved flist,
dance today like you never danced before.
You can keep on worrying tomorrow.

~ Happy pre-Halloween! ~



Oh how I love my fandom...

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I wanted to post that for months but evil codecs and bad programs make me fail. However here's the happy ending.
My Dean/Castiel music video... finally!
It's pretty short, because I actually intended just to try out Sony Vegas and I only used the episodes 4.01 - 4.10 because yeah I had been so far in the season 2 months ago.
Whatever, please watch and enjoy!

Supernatural music video: Dean / Castiel
Song "Good times gonna come" by Aqualung
No spoilers!



Dean is awesome and Cas is pretty... like always. That's it.

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Normally I squee quietly on my own but I have to share this with you! I found that on mishaland and my minion heart just melted for the awesomeness of this interview! Seriously I have no words for this.
Maybe one: This ring... and his smile... and his voice... and his look... and hello weird topics?! Okay that was more than promised.
Just... watch that!



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During a week of sickness I found some Supernatural fanfictions that are really worth reading. They're all about the relationship between Dean and Castiel because I'm so hooked on them lately, delighted with their special connection.
So give them a try and have fun. I'd love to hear what you think of them.

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"A life unlived" by egotists
Rating: PG
Spoilers: none
Summary: I'm beside myself for the touch of your lips (Or the grace of your eyes that can see good in me)
One of my favs when not my fav Dean/Cas fic because it's love in a dark and angsty moment/world without any kitsch.

"And even if love were not what I wanted" by ethia
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: none
Summary: Six times Dean wanted to kiss Castiel (and one time he did).
Full of warmth and longing and needing, a bit schmoop and so much heartbeat. Second person POV (!) and I loved Castiel's "please"!

"The whole world a blur (but you are standing)" by ethia
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: none
Summary: In which gaps are closed, and fears faced.
Very beautiful and lovely fic in second person POV (!) with warmth of love and schmoop

"Inside this hollow soul" by egotists
Rating: PG-13 (for language)
Spoilers: none
Summary: There's a fine line between love and hate.
Angsty and heartbreaking and so real.

"Close to my heart" by dominamalfoy
Rating: G
Spoilers: none
Summary: Dean holds Castiel's grace in a bottle hostage.
Sweet and lovely and with Sam btw. I loved the "I've been around worse"!

"Touch" by aescu
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: none
Summary: Actually Castiel just wanted to talk to Dean but when he finds the hunter fast asleep he has an other idea to kill the time.
Summary sounds very naughty but this is fun actually: Cas exploring the human's world, follow him.

"Disturb the sound" by bucketofcheese
Rating: PG-13 I guess
Spoilers: 5.04 "The end"
Summary: Castiel keeps falling and the silence keeps growing.
Very powerful, sad and breathtaking fic about Cas falling from grace into mortality and experiencing loneliness. This could also be a pre-slash or just friendship fic if you don't like them together.

"No regrets" by rockstarpeach
Rating: NC-17!
Spoilers: 5.04 "The end" (future!cas/past!dean)
Summary: Cas has always loved Dean. It doesn’t matter where, and it doesn’t matter when. Not to Cas, at least. Doesn't even matter if it's the wrong Dean. Cas is tired of his existence, and a blast from the past gives new life to his life. It might not be the best idea, but he's miserable and lonely and he misses Dean, and he just doesn't care.
The broken future!cas here is stunningly captured, his story, how he became what he is is so angsty, depressing and cruel but wow. BTW I skipped the sex part because I'm not a big fan of NC-17, so make your choice.

"Texts from last night" by xela_fic
Rating: PG-13 I guess
Spoilers: none
Summary: I chose a bunch of random entries from TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT and included them in a ridiculous little comment fic that went well over the comment limit and is about as ridiculous as it gets.
If you have enough from all this angst and schmoop now you have to read THIS. It's that hilarious! A little Dean/Cas and Sammy comedy about alcohol and Toys-R-Us. Yes.

That was it I think. I take all recs you have btw.
Sleep well and dream a little of wings and guns and love.

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I'm off to Amrum (a little island in the north of Germany), my second vacation this year with my Dad and his family yay!
Walking on the beach, reading, writing my novel, reading, sleeping, eating and walking on the beach again :)

Have a great week everyone! See you on 09/28.

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( God? God has left the building. )

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Supernatural season 4...
I try to keep it short because I'm not very good at this. Yeah why do I want to write that then? Hmm good question. Maybe for love for this show and it deserved a look back before we head down to bigger issues like the apocalypse.
So let's do it by episode. I'm sure I'll forget important things like squees here and there but it really feels some time ago since I watched it. Actually it isn't but however. Let's start... finally

( Demons I get, people are crazy... )

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I made some Supernatural icons, my last ones were ages ago so enjoy.

[01 - 20] Supernatural: Dean, Cas, Sam&Dean

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( ew... do you smell that? - Everyday. )

Have a happy Sunday (evening) everyone!
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I watched One Tree Hill season 6 finale last night and I have to admit: I loved this season!

( Would you leave your life and ride...? )

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I made some icons, long ago I know.
The Supernatural ones are kinda old, the Gossip girl ones brandnew ;)

[01 - 16] Gossip girl, mostly Blair
[19 - 27] Supernatural, mostly Dean

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( The thin line between bitches and dolls... )

I wish you a happy weekend!

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I wish you all a wonderful Christmas, happy holidays and lots of love, luck and happiness for the new year!
Be aware how happy you are and enjoy the cosy days at home.
Thank you all so much for your lovely comments!

With love...

I made a little video about Supernatural... well the funny side of Supernatural and I had really fun making it :)

The title is The Supernatural Fun Show, it's random and contains no spoilers!

Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NHC72INIwc



And speaking of SPN vids, I found one which is that beautiful!! It makes you smile and feel warm. It's actually Wincest but don't mind, I'm not a fan of slash but love this vid and the music to pieces.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FT2CTAey1Do

I watched the Pilots of Californication and Dexter last night.
Okay I knew before that Californiaction is a kinda sex show ;) but seeing David Duchovny on TV again felt good.
I'm sure I won't spoil you when I say that Dexter is a hell of a creepy show!! Man the character is extraordinary but it's really ehh... Don't know if I'll watch again. I guess I should but some scenes were very mean. Let's see.

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Yesterday I laughed so hard that I couldn't say if I was laughing or crying. And I just couldn't stop. That was strange. And crazy a bit.

I watched the first episodes of Supernatural season 3 and what shall I say? It's more that I expected.
My fav scenes so far with a pic spam under the cut.

( Can I shoot her? - Not in public )

It's dark outside and everyone seems to be sleeping. This world is a strange place.
Good night, sleep well, my dear. I fear I won't fall asleep.

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Instead of doing homework for the uni, I tidy up my room, watch DVD and do funny tests... *g*
I love this one :D

		I will marry Dean Winchester.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in unicorn land in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 0 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a pink bike.
		I will spend my days as a creator of the best show ever, and live happily ever after.

My mother gave me a ticket for a concert of Lang Lang to my birthday and it'll be tomorrow night, I'm excited, I just love listen to piano.

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I started this day with a visit at the job center (and will succeed hopefully) and read two magazines in a cafe with a tasty iced caramel macchiato and funny articles :)
Monday morning, you can't be better...

Had finally time to make some icons, oh how I missed that :)
I hope you like them!!


[01 - 27] SPN: Dean (various seasons, but no spoiler!)

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( They're delicious... )

P.S. My roommate and I watched "Folsom Prison Blues" and when a guard called Sam Sweetheart, she said with bright eyes: "OMG! This episode is THAT homoerotic... I love that!"
It's easy to make her happy ;)

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It's ages ago since I changed my layout...
And here it is, the new one! I'm really proud of it ;)

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I so adore this SPN episode "In my time of dying". It just made me breathless. Why?
I love hospitals, scrubs, scars and Dean! So you see it's perfect! ♥

Plus I'm listening to "Fear the reaper" by Blue Oyster Cult for hours.
I guess I can't describe my love for this show. It's endless. I never ever thought I'd love it so much...

Sleep well, lovely world.

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I spent the last two days with watching the whole season 6 of Dawson's Creek.
Why?
Because Jensen is in there... as CJ and I really like his character! The whole alcoholic thing and how he treats Jen (well after he slept with Audrey... hmm let's forget that). And I'm absolutely sure about one thing: Jen never had been happier and she deserved it.

So as promised I made some Dean icons :)

[13 Supernatural mostly Dean]

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( go here for Dean... )

Hm I should get ready... it's 4.50 pm and I'm still in PJ's ;)

P.S. I SO want the SPN DVDs but I'm broke right now :( Unfair world
But anyway it's mysterious with the German DVDs. You can buy only 1st season but import also the 2nd one with English, French, German dubbings. So why it's not aired then? I don't get it! But I know I can't wait until autumn!

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I wish you all a merry Christmas and a wonderful happy New Year!
I hope all your wishes come true and you enjoy the holidays!

I'll be back next year.

With love...

College is exhausting these days. Too much courses. Too much homework. Always tired.
I hope I'll manage to watch Heroes episode 05 this night. And I hope it'll cheer me up a little.

I made icons some days ago. Finally :)

[28 icons:
15 Heroes
13 Gilmore girls]

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( Don't forget to save me... )

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